300909-i had broken down my promises..SORRY

DEAR....
when u saw this,
u r really far away from me...
i m really soli..
sorry for my impulsiveness...
i really got a lot of trouble..
but i duno how i wan to speak it out..
suddenly i feel i m useless....
i m really not a good gf,not a good daughter,not a good gal..
i really disappointed on myself..
start from now i wan to change...
but...i m sorry to say break to u..
i noe i m stupid to do like this..
n thx for scolding me...
running aways is really not the best way to solve the problem..
i realise..
so...dear...when u saw this...
can u pls forgive me,
n accept my apologize?
i really regret..
n i really scare to lost u..
i feel very suffer in this 5 hours...
i cant contact u anymore..
i cant get ur reply anymore...
i feel like i really lost u..
i cry n cry..
i hope this 5 hours past quickly..
n it doesn't work...
i hope can hug u tightly n say soli to u now..
dear,may i?
i really regret..
can u pls forget it n forgive me..
i wont make u disappointed again...
i noe i had hurt u alot of times..
n i break down my promises...
i really stupid...
soli soli..
i hope i really can get ur forgiveness....
even when..
as long as u can forgive me...
i will be here waiting for u...
i hope i m not muka tebal to get ur forgive...
coz i still love u very much....
soli.....
i m really soli dear....
i noe maybe sorry for u doesn't work....
but i will try my best to mi bu all the fault..
k ma?
soli....

280909- ''Ur life seem enjoy without me''

i m really sad...
555....coz ur life seem happy without me...
jkjk...haha XD
but i really feel u throw me alone after u went to d clud...
i dunno how to explain....
juz feel not comfortable without ur reply...
i feel like u already play until forget me...
haiz....i hope everything will be fine after i wake up tommorrow morning lu~

270909-dear..i wanna tell u d truth

actually i m angry...
actually i purposely dun wan to contact u...
but at last...i felt i m wrong too...
so...sorry because make u unhappy again...
wat i want to say....
i juz dun wan u to sleep too late...
i m not disallowed u to dota...
but..u had promise n told me b4....
u will be bak around 1am...
but at last way u done?
it was already 3am man!haiz....
suan le..sorry....
i noe i dun have d right to control u like this...
n...i break v my 1st bf was because of this reason...
so...i hope i wont repeat such breaking reason again only...
SORRY....
n hope u have a great steamboat nite v ur frens lu..
bye

260909-The 1st day i left u

today was our last subject for final oh...
after the 3 continuous tired n tired revision day...
finally past..haha...felt happy n no more stres....
but....my heart really starting to sad when i woke up from my nap...
it was already 7.30pm...
2.30 more hours, i had to leave here..
n i can felt ur sadness too...
from my six sense..i hope it was not wrong...
haiz...but nvm lu~~we will be meet after 2 weeks de..haha...
i hope u will have fun there with ur housemate oh...=)
or else u will surely boring until became 'DAI B"..wahaha XD
8pm++..we went for dinner together...
i really feel enjoy n have fun when be with u...
haha...we gambling while waiting d food....emm....thx for d dinner oh dear....
after this...u scare i not enough full,u wanna bring me for luk luk..
haha...dear ar....i really getting fatty n fatty since v u oh...
but at last,i reject d luk luk coz not feeling well lu...
n i choose to buy some kuih in order for me to eat during my journey...
n wat d words..'u only bought these ar?enough?'
wah...dear ar,u wan ur baby became a round round ball only u feel satisfy meh?i noe i m really 'DA CHI'...GRH~~
before going bak...u had bought a pair of handphone hanger oh...
thx.... i choose d small 1..n d biger 1 gav u..
like this oso will match ur big body...haha
n dear ar...thx for d massage when i m not feeling well...
n sorry coz i dint help u to massage oh..hehe...
massage bak for u when i m bak...
n now...i m really leave...
BYE DEAR..
hope to c u soon....muackzz...i will surely miss u...bui bui

these was d reminder u gave:\
-Baby.Just want to say all the best oh.Read d questions carefully and do wat u can lu.k?muackzz
-Baby its me again o. . .want to say hor. . .Hor. . .I love you!..kaka..muackzz dear .
-Baby.you left me d by the time you view this msg.I will surely miss you alot alot.Hugs. . .
-Baby. .cant beleive its me again hor. . .haha.you must take gud k ah..know ma? I love you!

n lasty...dear... i want thx u for above million times because of ur pleased to teaching n guiding me during all d revision day....THX THX THX THX THX THX THX THX THX.......haha..i wont type till million times....i remember wat u done when i typing this..haha....'Sorry,i wont do it again'...i saw the paper u wrote....haha...n i remember at d first u use type de..n send it for me a lot of times during d time we study at library..n i rejected coz i said i dun wan in typing words de..haha....sometime u r really sampat..n let me have the thought wan to siak u more....k la..chiao

210909-u make me TOUCHED again

i dun even noe u will went out under rain because of my stupid words!!
i juz kidding to u....
but i really touched to c u bak with ur wet wet body because go my home to bring all my neccessary staff...
GRH!~~~but..no next time k ma?
u noe urself de....\
ur body big big...
but easy to get sick..haha...
''dua jim pak kong''...
anyway..THX very much oh...
i really feel u r trying ur best to give me ur best....
I LOVE U.....truth words....deeply from my heart..
=)

200909-->My FLU's Day....

4 more days to go...last 3 subjects for final will be finish...
kaka...but..very unfortunately....
i fall in sick...wat the suffer n uncomfortable flu...
make me moody...no moood to study....
but.i really felt very lucky to have CH'NG WINN SHERN as my lovely+sweetie bf...
he really take very good care for me...
haha...i feel very blissful~~~=) kaka...XD
coz when i wake up....
i saw d cake n d masmalow u bought for me...
haha...u said u got something to make me more energetic...
haha....i really feel it oh....thx thx....
in this wolrd,this was call ''YUAN'' to meet some1....rite?
so...i hope each of us will appreaciate it....
hehe...THX DEAR....
i really feel warmth to have ur care...
n for sure..my flu had cure d lu~~~
muackzz....

S.O.R.R.Y. baby

Today 27.09.2009, my baby not happy and did not want to bother me for almost half day already. Until now when I am writing this post, I still haven received a message from baby. :'( :'(

This is the msg I send to you and really meant it. ' I know everyone will surely have the time where they did not do what they promise. I am sure you have too. But I will try my very best to fulfill what I have promised. This is what I promise to myself now.'

I really hope I can be someone great and someone that you wished, someone that will make you proud. I will work my best and I will do it! ! I really appreciate you.. Really treat your as the only one in my heart.
Baby...
Baby...

Hope if you will forgive me soon. Baby.... I love you.... :'(


SayNotoNo
EgoSky - Your Dear

S.O.R.R.Y.

Egosky:

Baby...

can promise me dun say wana break ma?

although i noe u juz jkd...but...

dun sad about ur qt k?

u will not disappointed me d,

know ma even IF u reli did not do well...

i juz worry u will be not happy...

hope u wont give up no matter wat happen ah..

muaks...

i love you baby.....

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Dear...soli..i'm soli..reli...

i wont take the word 'break' as joke again..
i hope it was not too late for me to apologize..
n last9...when i say  'i m starting to hate u'...
i not meant it....
i juz said it for fun....
i noe i hurt u badly..
soli...
i reli get shock when i c ur tears again..
the 2nd time u done it...
i remember the 1st time...
i dun even noe u reli reli care wat i gav u...
n tat time i reli play v u....
but when i saw ur face,
i reli get shock..
n i noe i m doing the stupid stuff..
soli dear...
i dun even noe the word will hurt u...
n when i noe u stress on ur studies,
i reli felt i m useless...
coz i cant help u....
n i reli reli sum tong to c u like tat...
the part i mostly sum tong was..
when i saw the tears ‘spinning around' ur eyes...
i reli felt very very sum tong ....

S O R R Y   DEAR

forgive me about the stupid things i had done on u...
i wont say break as joke to u again...
i siaks siaks u bak k?
hugs dear...
n thx for teaching n guide me in everyway.....
and now...i can reli felt u r reli tired....
n sickING..
rest well dear....
LOVE U.........

p/s:my eng grammar poor like hell..haha..hope u can understand o..hehe

To you baby......

Baby... Thanks for everything you did for me oh oh.... I am really touched and felt so lucky and blissfulto have a gf like you. That night when u you cried.. My heart really ache.. I felt useless, do not know how to An Wei u... But... I hope my mighty and tight hugs... could bring my love and warm to An Wei you.... I will keep you heart with me, love it and appreciate it... Till forever.. After 'LUT LUT', I will always remember those moments oh.. I LOVE YOU baby! You are everything to me oh... But i have a 'yao qiu', I hope I could always be the first person who pop up in your mind when you are sad or when u you are in bad mood.... I hope to share you sadness and everything... Muaks...

Hugs...............and Hugs............ and Hugs.............................


SayNotoNo
EgoSky - Your dear...

Give u my heart=)

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in my dreams..i m not far away from u.....

all my life...all the time...it's a truth i m be v u now n in the future i hope.....

without u..i will be nothing...

i count on you..no matter what they say....because love will and can find it time..

i hope to be a part of you....

n now i'm....

i realized....u're some1 who treat me well & right..

n now i'm...

i'm going to give my whole heart to you...

n now i noe..

u r trying to give the best for me...

n now i'm ...

i'm oso giving my best to you..

i hope..

i hope u feel it...

through ur heart....

第一次在你面前哭140909

‘我们分手好吗？’
觉不觉得我很笨  ，竟然因为那种无聊事，第一个念头就想分手。。。
对不起…… 我不知道自己在干嘛....
我不知道为什么这种事都会发生在我身上。。埃~
可是，在你安慰着我的那刻，
我真的觉得自己笨到可以。。。
抱着我，在你怀里。。。
我感觉到被疼、被保护、甚至被你宠……
或许我根本就不应该有那种念头。。。
对不起……
嘻嘻。。。终于哭过了……
谢谢你让我在你面前像个小孩，
不管我做什么，你都会体谅、迁就。。。
么~
哭过了，肚子饿咯。。。。
哈哈。。。我觉得我很厉害，一下就可以忘记我那种伤心的时刻。。。
还是多亏有你。。。
还有谢谢你带我去吃‘露露’。。
我的发泄品。。可是到后来好像是你发泄比较多哦……饿鬼XD
haha...thx dear..thx for ur caring n love very very much..
i really feel warmth to be v u when i m sad..
hehe..after d luk lukING....
the UNERASABLE  memory had occured between u n me oh..
kaka.......funny funny......lolx..=)
dear.......
i really appreciate all d things u gav n done 4 me..thx.....

特别的一天１３０９０９

130809 2.03am
这是我们开始的第一天．．
我不厉害说很多的甜言蜜语．．
我不是很厉害讨你　．．
可是我真的用心来爱你哦．．嘻嘻＝）
＝）还记得这个符号吗？
这是第一次，第一天，8.6.09．．认识你那天，通过ｓｍｓ你打的哦．．
哈哈。。刚认识你，你给了我一种很爱帮人的感觉。。
可能你是class rep的关系吧。。哈哈。。
还记得我第一次叫你帮我签名。。
你竟然告诉我，叫我别告诉任何人。。
还真怕死哦...哈哈。。。可是还是谢谢哦。。。
还记得第一次在我家楼下谈了很久的天。。
那时是你要和我借打火机，然后我没有，结果我们就一起走去louee家借咯。。
然后呢，我就贪吃，叫你记得那点蛋糕给我，我当时只是玩玩的。。
怎知你真地拿来了。。。吓倒我。。
结果我就和你在楼下谈天咯。。哈哈
还谈到原来我们都不敢吃萝卜。。。
还有就是你爱喝咖非 。。结果我就请了你green coffee n chocolate cereal...
哈哈。。。当时你还以为我骗你哦，什么绿咖非。。傻傻的
winnshern_1989。。。这是第一天认识你，你给我的msn add....
这是因为你叫我给你，然后我就说不如你给我，因为我上着网。。
哈哈。。很多很多回忆哦突然。。。
第一次准备给你的生日。。。明年21岁哦，赶快告诉我你的愿望阿。。
第一次你约我吃早餐，怎知我说我赶时间，放了你飞机。。。
第一次被你载。。
第一次和你走路去吃luk luk，还淋雨回家。。
第一次你买寿司给我吃。。
第一次买草莓加了nessey kissess...
第一次煮早餐‘虫’给我。。
第一次搽面包给我。。。
第一次给我的乌龟.。。。
第一次带我去吃SUSHIＫＩＮＧ．．．
第一次和你去ＴＥＳＣＯ．．
第一次作study plan给我，里面又有哪些奖赏，什么寿司草莓。。哈哈
第一次一起去湖边聊天，那是因为我心情不好哦。。
第一次抱你，那天你生病，可怜。。
第一次被你吻，感觉还在哦。。
第一次去你家。。
还有很多很多。。。
这些我都不会忘记。。。希望你也一样哦……
嘻嘻。。。
从喜欢到爱你的原因：
你的体贴感动了我。。你总是会记得我喜欢什么，不喜欢什么，然后感动我。。在我没发现的时候，会给我我想要的一些东西。。你的乖，你的疼家人，你的细心[这不是每次都有的哦]哈哈。。。你的想法。。你得大大的肚子，哈哈。。你做东西认真的态度。。你对身边的人的对待。。你的性格。。可是在打电脑的时候。。。对你很失望哦。。。你傻傻的时候。。睡觉盖着自己的样子。。很保护我。。很疼我。。我想要什么，你都会想办法找给我。。。太多了。。现在想不起。。哈哈。。。。待续……
谢谢你昨晚陪了我哦。。还带我去了很多‘地方’。。
好好笑噢你。。哈哈……不过很开心。。。
希望不管多久,我们还可以一样那么得开心,
不要因为日子久了,什么都开始变化,好吗?
不要连最简单的,对方的生日,都会忘记..
也不要让他一个人过......可以吗?
我希望我们都做得到...=)


thx dear...
i will surely try my best to maintain this relationship..
 I LOVE YOU....Dear....


厖..*..lovel?
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.*..lovelovelovelovelo?厖?..lovel?*
*..lovelovelovelovelove??*卨ovelovelo.*
*.. lovelovelovelovelove??*卨ovelovelo.*
.*..lovelovelovelovelove?..*卨ovelovelo?
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厖..*?lovelovelovelovelovelo?
厖?.*?lovelovelovelove?
厖厖?卨ovelovelo?*
厖厖厖*..lovelo?
厖厖厖??.*
厖厖厖?*..* 

By EGOSKY:

yup. . . . 

i oso hope our relationship will be eternal oh dear...

Okay ar,i surely wil appreciate everything we had together..muaks...

I

LOVE 

YOU 

BABY!

i hope i can do my best to give u blissfulness n happiness

110909

tis was the day u went n color bak ur hair oh..
wake up in the morning...
n sent alex go uni...
after tat u told me u got something important to do at outside oh...
kaka...then when u came n find me...
haha..i felt hapi n touch to c ur hair became black..
look more nice n leng zai d oh....
n i reli veli hapi to c u do like tat..
reli very hapi....LOVE U...deeply....
then after tat..we study together..
until night...then i bath at ur house,n wear ur huge shirt,coz u not free to sent me bak..kaka
after tat...i go juliet room n take her PATRICK to take some photo..
mana tau u say u jealous oh coz dun wan take photo v u..
n u ask me dun kiss it..haha
very funny leh u...
but still..i like ur STUPID words n action..haha..
after finish our study..we went yam cha v edison n desmond together oh...
last...KHAKABO..kaka...
really had a lot of fun when v u....
n i live my life happily n 充实v u o...kaka

[The 1st month]

 

Dear....

这是我们在一起的第一个月哦。。。

很快……嘻嘻

和你在一起，真得很快乐。。

你总是无时无刻豆我笑。。。

和你在一起，很安心，很自在。。。不需要去顾虑什么……

这个月，我们有不开心。。

可是就只有那天，那几分钟，最不愉快的几分钟。。

可是过了，别提咯。。么

有你。。我觉得很幸福……

在学业遇上困难时，都是你在教着我

生病的时候，有你照顾我

肚子饿有你煮东西、买东西给我吃

闷的时候，你会带给我欢乐，还会带我去打机哦，很坏

累的时候，有你帮我按摩

害怕的时候，有你陪

房间肮脏时，有你拾，有你打扫

伤心时，有你安慰

冷的时候，还有你大大的身体给我温暖

下雨的时候， 有你帮我挡，还会从大老远冒着雨拿冷衣给我

这些。。好像都是我的全部了……

嘻嘻。。

是我的老师

我的护士先生

我的厨师

我的外卖老

我的清洁工人

我的避风港

我的娱乐

还有当然。。。我的DEAR ..

kaaka=)

so...honestly..i feel blissful to be ur baby...

I LOVE YOU

只对你说。。

从这刻开始，我只想牵着你的手，过完下辈子。。

可以吗？ 嘻嘻。。。

对不起。。如果这个月里，有伤到你，弄你不开心……

希望你能原谅我哦。。。

FRom egosky

Baby...Now is 2.03am lu...

we together exactly a month liao lu..

Honestly,i am very happy and felt blissful to have u as my gf.

Love u so much...

Sorry in 1 month,

i did something wrong n we did have an argument d..

But we had a lot of happy moments tat i would not 4get..

Juz now in my room,

when we kiss,

i felt tat,

no doubt,

I Love You Baby!muackzz..

If can,i hope we will be together 4ever=)

A song for u,my sweetie DEAR=)

魔力

I have you to be with
Everything will be easy
晒的阳光
淋的雨滴
都值得回忆
I have you to be with
才懂心不够近才怕距离
心电感应
绝不断讯
会如影随形
曾灰心以为
我来错了世界
太多想法很另类
找不到人了解
当我说的感觉
牵动着你的脸
互动的泪
让我们变得特别
你是我的魔力
想要勇敢就想你
一眨眼睛
把不如意
都变成流星
你是我的魔力
心情不好我就想你
删除忧郁
复制甜蜜
笑容不结冰
幸福是间电影院
没有单人的座位
要肩并肩
才能看好戏上演
We Wanna Say Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!

n now..i wanna say thx to u..
thx 4 everythings u had done 4 me..
thx for ur..
CARE..
&
LOVE..
i hope i can be the perfect gf in ur heart..
be ur baby forever..
if can..
i hope i can be with u till the end of this world....
I LOVE YOU''CH"NG WINN SHERN''

080909--what a white lie??

tis was a really really hurt n sad day 4 me since i be with u...
really hurt=(
i dunno how to explain my painful to you...
if u were me..i m sure u will noe the pain+hurt....
i noe it was for my own gud...
u dun wan me to jealous o unhapi..
but...u noe wat will happen after i noe the truth?
n wat i wan to say...
from the moment i found the necklace...
i already feel something wrong on ur word..
coz i got ask alex..alex already told me tat's yours..
but when i ask,u talk to alex,y ur things v me...
then i try to ignore wat u done n said...
until 6-9.09....k-thy bday...when i saw the photo of the necklace,
n it was by u...
i really get angry...n i reli pretend nothing n dun wan to ask....
but..the more i pretend..the more the suffer i feel....
so..b4 i sleep..i try to get th truth from u...
n lucky tat time u r honest...
o else..i reli had the tot to break up v u..
dun try to lie me....dun try to say soli after u hurt me!!
it's not worked to apologize after u hurt the gal who love u so much...
n i m soli coz i dun wan choi u when u keep explain n apologize to me...
at the moment u leaved from my room....
i reli start to scare....i reli scare i will lose u..
so.....i hope this was the 1st time..n oso d last time..
n thx for the 1000"SORRY,I WONT DO IT AGAIN,PROMISE''....
Love u~~~
dun hurt me again...
wo zhen de hui xiang li kai..=(

070809

Phew~~=''=

lastly finished the last subject-QT for mid term 1 oh..

then we went to Tesco for bought somethings for our BBq oh.....v edison,kahyi1 n 2...n another gal..i dunno de..kaka...

this is how MS.Chubby n MR.Huge acting 'dai b'..

n i think d winner is me..akaka...reli look dai b...

by d way...i really hav a lot of fun when be with u---dearest shern..kaka=)

u always make some stupid n cute face+act..make me laugh...happily for sure....

n i nvr feel bore to b v u even though juz sit beside u n doing nothing....

hehe**

050809

this morning...i went for breakfast v my dear---DIM SUM oh....very delicious..then we went for marketing lec class together....but after mkt clas,very unfortunatemy,i got food poisoning...damn suffer...n i was so touched n felt blissful to have a caring dear take gud k of me....he fetch me to clinic...then after finished met v d doc,very unluckily again..rain heavily...haiz....so sum tong to c my dear drove under the rain....n i reli touched n touched..thx...n thx 4 the whole day care from u....love u=)

040809

-Don't trust your girl friend---->>

-Shut the fuck up and drink your beer--->>

hehe...

For my Dear Winn Shern

[6.9.09]Tis was the day tat u told n show me d blog tat u created 4 veli early b4 when u saw me creating another blog for U & ME.....i reli touched...when i saw it...n i feel tat i really LOVE u deeply n deeply..i cant imagine wat i will be if i lose u one day..tis word is from heart oh..then now..i already copy all d DIARY u wrote in another blog,n paste to here lo..hehe=)
[5.9.09]------看到你的时候，真的真的很感动。。下着雨…… 可是你却冒着雨………………………………………………T_T
和你在一起不久，可是却感觉到你的真心、 你的用心。。让我感动的事，真的说不完……这也是让我越来越爱你的其中一个原因哦……
[13.8.09]这是我们在一起的第一天。。。２．０３ａｍ。。。你抱着我，ＮＧ了ｎ次。。很奇怪……哪有人笑着、看着时间示爱的？哈哈。。好好笑……也不会忘记。。你那可怜、又可爱的样子。。嘻嘻。。可不可以再做多一次？哈哈。。。
想写的、想说的其实很多。。可是有点懒惰……嘻嘻。。。
[3.8.09]还记得，我只是随口说：这乌龟很可爱，要你买。。。哪知道，你还真的给了我很大的惊喜。。偷偷放在我书包……那时看到真的很高兴，很想就抱着你。。结果抱到了。。哈哈。。。那天是3.8.09。。还没在一起哦。。可是暧昧暧昧的。。嘻嘻。。。
[30.8.09]今天突然出现在你面前，和alex pakat好。。特地早一天回来见你哦……感动没？谢谢我啊。。不见你一个星期，真的很想念你哦。。。。。。看到你，真的很开心，很舒服。。哈哈……真的有瘦了点哦。。。瘦了3kg哦有人告诉我。。哪知道假的……pariah 到~~~~~~~回到自己家。。哇。。你帮我拾了床，扫了地，抹了地。。真的很感动，很谢谢。。。么~ 爱你哦^^......还有你很坏哦，一直说那件衣要人家穿，还要人家开衣橱拿，原来在里面藏了一只小狗，哈哈。。你很可爱哦……真的被你一次又一次的感动。。。。。。。。可是我却没做什么。。。还有哦，你还带我去吃　sushi king．．哈哈，你减了一个星期的肥，泡汤了哦。。嘻嘻……谢谢你的丰富的晚餐。。。我也不赖噢，请你喝heinekeen，本来要请你吃草莓的，哪知你说你买给我了，在家。。我突然觉得很幸福哦有你。。嘻嘻。。。本来想灌你醉，可以坏蛋下的，怎知道。。。我醉先……唉～～浪费了。。。ＺＺＺｚｚｚｚＺ
你真的给了我很多惊喜、感动。。。真的很多。。。从还没在一起到现在，我数不清了……
如果可以，真的希望可以一直做你的baby....嘻嘻。。。。我把记得起的东西全写在一起哦。。。咔咔︿︿你专心打dota la.....veli bising ar u all.....GRH...=)bb

1st TIme On My Motor...

第一次你答应我和我一起去上课。。。
Haha.. At last after few times I invite you, you agreed to follow me to Uni by my

'Two Wheeled Ferrari' oh... And the driver is......... ' Uncle Vincent!'. Haha.. Actually I am quite happy because you agreed oh that day.. And I was so nervous oh that time... Must drive carefully and slowly... Coz you told me 你怕痛。。有点怕坐motor... Hehe.. 幸亏我的技术好。。。没让你受伤。。咔咔。。。



EgoSky ~ Huge

How Tiny and Huge 诞生了～～

This is how TINY and HUGE 'BORN'....
Haha..

I am 'quite' big size and you are 'quite' small size... Haha.. So one day when u sms me u call me huge... Honestly, I was quite blur y gave me a name like this... Call me Fit also good mar.. Haha.. ( 要说我的脸跌在地上了吗？哈）Haha.. But now I like that name oh... Really d.. So meaningful to me.. So, after thinking... Then I gave you a name 'TINY' because quite suit you... I want call you NOTI TINY d... Then you will always say : ' No, I am not noti!! BLEK!! Hehe... " Am I right leh? Hehe...



So here hows Tiny And Huge is 诞生！！！



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EgoSky ~ Huge

我们初次见面。。。

我也忘了那是什么日期了。。 我在班上遇见了你。。 那时你那可爱的脸已经让我开始注意你了。。And you look quite alike to my friend in KK. I am sorry because I 'stole' you phone number when I was collecting the list of phone numbers you all wrote for teacher.. Maybe this is the advantages of being a CR. kaka..
After having your phone number... we sms quite offen.. and 你是班上第一位叫我帮忙签名coz u went back to PJ.. Haha.. Lazy bumbum... hehe... Muaks..

Two of us sms VERY offen and we got close quite fast.. And ... In sms.. we even closer with each others... Haha...



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EgoSky ~ Huge

七月二十七日

我决定了。。。。我不会放弃！！ 我会努力的。。。总有一天我有信心可以成为你心目中的宝贝。。还有我很想说声谢谢。。因为有了你，我开始对自己的要求更高，我一定要说到做到！！！！我要成为一个人人尊敬又相信的领导者！我永远不会忘了我的愿望。。我的梦想。。而且我有信心，我们俩可以闯生意上天下。。。相信我也相信你自己！ 么么。。。 我爱你！



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EgoSky ~ Huge

25.07.2009 Saturday

我该放手还是继续呢？


我真的不知道我该如何？我不想让你流一滴的眼泪。。。。。 你在我心里已占了好多好多。。。无论我们之间是如何，我们之间相吻的一分钟，我是永远不会忘记的。。。

现在的我真的好好想抱着你。。。然后勇敢的对你说“我爱你宝贝！”



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EgoSky ~ Huge

27.07.2009 Monday

Today, about 1 am, we kissed for about a minute. How I hope that one minute will not end. I will not forget that memorable moment. I ….... Love you dear. After I reached home, you sms me and told me that you felt that you are in love with me. However, I was not the perfect guy you are looking for... Honestly, it really hurt me and I am stuck I do not know how should I reply your message........ I just hope... I could do my best and could steal your heart one day... Good nite my dear.... I love u and I miss u... Muakzz..



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EgoSky ~ Huge

25.07.2009 Saturday

I will not forget today... Its a very special day.... Today was the first day I kissed you.. And I really found out that I am in love with you but I know you have your own thoughts and I respect it. By the way, it will always be in my heart this day. :)


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EgoSky ~ Huge

14th Of July 2009 Tuesday

Today is the first day I am writing this diary for you oh dear. I will find one day and write back all the moments we have since we know each other and continue writing when something special happen between us. I know we are still not together and duno whether will have a chance to be with you or not but I want to write it down for memories...
Today morning, we went for breakfast together and Sorry oh I was late because I left my key in the room. Kaka. Then we went to uni, suppose to meet a new fren Alvin, and study Marketing together. Hmm.... Quite a big guy and quite handsome oh.. Honestly la, I felt quite jealous when I saw you taking lunch with him. But I know u do not want d coz u told u me you duno how to reject his invitation for lunch. But, I can see he is quite a frenly person and helped u a lot oh. Later on we went back together and we met again at night. We went photostat some answers and notes. HEHE. I remember that that night I went to your place to STUDY marketing but in the end played dota with desmond, xin hang and edison. And u got angry because when I was playing you brought me a cup of chocolate drink but I was too focus on the game d. Hehe.. Sory oh sweet heart... Oh ya,.. I massage for you oh for the first time. I noe not very nice d.. I will train better.. Hehe. And before I went home.. I brought on a ride on my motor.. You DROVE the motor while I help u drive it. Hehe. This was the first time we were so near to each other and I really felt that I not only have crush on you but I started to like you d dear... My heart was non stop popping fast.. That 5 min was a long five min to me. I hope I can hug you tight and give you the feeling of being 保护, siaks and love.

K lar.. I have to sleep d. Coz in sms I already help u gai bei bei lo.. Hehe. Sleep tight MY DEAR 【小娃娃】 . Muaks.



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EgoSky ~ Huge

15 and 16/7/09 Weds n Thursday

On Wednesday, nothing much happen. Just in the morning, I found out that you haven take your breakfast, so I cook some macaroni for my dear. Haha. Remember ma? U said it is 虫oh. I know it is not so nice since quite dry and tasteless. Sorry oh.

Thursday. Today a lot had happen oh. In the morning, we have planned to skip uni whole day. Hehe. Early in the morning, I received a sms from my dear wawa saying she need massage oh. I went to her house. She thought I was joking in the first place. Haha. I gave her massage and we chat and ZHAt around that morning. You were so cute oh,tiny... I can still remember your expression that morning. Haha. After not long, we studied marketing and in the end I slept on your bed till 12pm. Kaka.

In the afternoon, we studied and I left another personal message on your computer desktop and I remember I sang the ' rock a by tiny on the tree top, when the wind blows the cradle will rock....' to u. So pai sei oh, desmong, edison and alvin was there. Haha.

In the afternoon,I brought u to gym and this was the first time u went in and did gym oh. Hehe. And this was the first time I really hugs u. =) You wanted to play an equipment, so I 抱抱 you to touch the equipment. Hehe. I will never forger that moment oh. We had fun in the gym and dancing room that afternoon. :)

At night , I came back and I read through your blog.. I really deeply felt your sadness and pressure faced oh. I really wanted to tell you that I am willing to be the one who can be with you when u are sad, hugs you when u cry, laugh with you when you are happy, give you a good night kiss everynight when u sleep. But, I should not tell u that because.......... Muaks tiny.....


Ok lar tiny, I want to study at your place lu.... Take care and hope you will be happy always. HUGS...

A-Z~~5 minutes

Remember these A-Z I wrote for you in 5 minutes... :)


A= All for you
B = Be with you
C = Care for you
D = Dear dear
E = Everlasting
F = Feel your heart
G = Give you everything
H = Hugs you when u sad
I = I love u
J = Just for you
K = Kiss you
L = Long lasting
M = Miss you
N = N times a day
O = Only for you
P = Pull my ear when I am noti
Q = Queen of my heart
R = Rest on my shoulder when you are tired
S = Stole my heart
T = Tell you a secret
U = U
V= Visible in my mind always
W = Wish you all the best
X = xoxo
Y = Yes, I am not lying
Z = Zzz... Good Night my dear dear... These are all truly from my heart. Muaks.



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EgoSky ~ Huge

Dear Wawa... This for us....

Dear.... I created this blog specially just for us... I want to write down everything that we have gone through together... I hope this blog could write down the happy, joyful, sad, romantic......Moments and 回忆... Before I share this blog with you, I will personally take good care of this blog... Maybe one day when we are together, then let us together make this blog blossom... :)


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EgoSky ~ Huge