300909-i had broken down my promises..SORRY

DEAR....
when u saw this,
u r really far away from me...
i m really soli..
sorry for my impulsiveness...
i really got a lot of trouble..
but i duno how i wan to speak it out..
suddenly i feel i m useless....
i m really not a good gf,not a good daughter,not a good gal..
i really disappointed on myself..
start from now i wan to change...
but...i m sorry to say break to u..
i noe i m stupid to do like this..
n thx for scolding me...
running aways is really not the best way to solve the problem..
i realise..
so...dear...when u saw this...
can u pls forgive me,
n accept my apologize?
i really regret..
n i really scare to lost u..
i feel very suffer in this 5 hours...
i cant contact u anymore..
i cant get ur reply anymore...
i feel like i really lost u..
i cry n cry..
i hope this 5 hours past quickly..
n it doesn't work...
i hope can hug u tightly n say soli to u now..
dear,may i?
i really regret..
can u pls forget it n forgive me..
i wont make u disappointed again...
i noe i had hurt u alot of times..
n i break down my promises...
i really stupid...
soli soli..
i hope i really can get ur forgiveness....
even when..
as long as u can forgive me...
i will be here waiting for u...
i hope i m not muka tebal to get ur forgive...
coz i still love u very much....
soli.....
i m really soli dear....
i noe maybe sorry for u doesn't work....
but i will try my best to mi bu all the fault..
k ma?
soli....